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(no subject) [Oct. 1st, 2004|12:22 pm]
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Just got done with Friday classes and uhmn, DUR:




If that isn't the lamest (yet full of love and originality) online bday card that you receive, stick a fork in my arse and call me aunt sally.

I love you, darling. Happy Bday.
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(no subject) [Sep. 26th, 2004|10:57 pm]
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maybe i will keep updating this... i dunno... im good at changing my mind.

am at college.

roomates = good.

we got a pet fish. named it pierre. it died because we didn't acclimate it with the water temp before pouring it in. am sad. spent 13 bux on it. must find new fish. name it pierre-the-second.

smoked hooka. yes, completely legal. fun buzz. then wooziness. must remember to smoke less.

some guy asked if "marine biology" was part of the engineering program. am amused.

oh and, just to join on this bandwagon a little late... new updating system? HELLO FUCK THIS. that will be all.
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(no subject) [Sep. 22nd, 2004|09:28 am]
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Hmmm... I am strongly considering shutting down this journal and Ophelia over at GJ.

Things just haven't been the same, lately, and there are still aspects of life I need to move on from.

Those of you I RP with? We'll obviously be staying in touch... the rest of you? I guess i'll see you online. If you aren't someone I usually talk with on AIM, but would like to keep in touch, just email me at that last addie I gave ya: under3xposed@hotmail.com.

This is just my way of completely wiping the slate clean. I have had my fill of crappiness online and I don't want ANYTHING to do with the people who have hurt me, or the people i've hurt. My attempts to make things better were shunned to pieces a while back and, to be quite frank, I don't want any reminders of broken friendships... I would rather forget all of it. Hell, I would rather have never met those people. For all of our sakes.

Those of you I keep in touch with? You know me well enough, you know what's been down... just don't ever mention it-- don't mention those people or anything related to them. Ever. And then we'll see if it's bearable like that. If not? Well, I guess no more online RPing for Jessica. :) I'll miss it muches, but i'm not going to put myself through personal hell in order to indulge in a hobby. I set up Entulesse so that you wouldn't need me, if that be the case, so don't worry. You'll all do well.

Much love for those of you still here, still with me, still with faith.

And for those of you who lack faith in me? ... WHY the fuck am I on your friends list? Why are you reading this journal? Get your nose out of my life. Oh wait, i'll do it for you. :D
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(no subject) [Sep. 21st, 2004|04:20 pm]
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It's amazing how I can widdle away the day just sitting, listening to music, and thinking about... life. Moments. Days. Life for the past eighteen years.

There are recent events that i'd change, if I could, but when I look back far enough everything falls into place. I think that's how life is supposed to work. Eventually, these moments will make sense, too.

... I think?

I have this big plastic box i'm putting books etc. in and there's a sign on the lid with a picture to tell you "don't close your children in this box"... uhmn, that really worries me. Really. Worries. Me.

Though Maria Mena is a total teenage pop icon, I still enjoy her music. Catchy stuff. Must buy her CD for my little sister and then burn it for me. Mwahaha.

I hope you can forgive me for the time...
I put my hand between your legs and said it was small
'Cause it's really not at all
I guess there's just a part of me
That likes to bring you down just to keep you around
Because the day you find out how amazing you are
You're going to leave me.


I know i've done that with guys before... not EXACTLY that... but put them down to keep them around.
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(no subject) [Sep. 21st, 2004|10:32 am]
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Had some dental work done and, behold, Jessica reacts badly to local anesthesia when it is accidentally dripped down her throat (that stuff tastes like hell).

If only marijuana was legal, we could all go to our dental appointments stoned off our ass… we wouldn’t need dangerous anesthetics to numb the pain! Uhmn, hello safety. I’ll add that to my list of reasons-to-legalize-marijuana; #3965019650256. Eh hmm.

UCLA. Two days. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeefuckinge. This is one of those “bitches, watch me fly” moments. It’s also proof that NO, you don’t have to play the lameass academic game in order to get into a good college—I’m sure you all know *that* game… taking a thousand study courses for the SATs… taking the SATs themselves five times… kissing teacher ass and doing even the lamest of assignments… and everyone’s favorite: busy work. Hells no. Those of you still in high school? Enjoy it. Learn for yourself, not for the grade, -insert further inspirational guidance-, etc etc etc.

I found my “save water: shower together!” shirt, cut off the sleeves, and am now a very happy girl. Have been cleaning out my comp, changing all my email addies to journals, and organizing files.

… less luck with the closet though. <.< >.>

Oh and, psychofuckers? Maybe you're the product of a twisted social scene or maybe you're just chemically imbalanced... either way, help IS available.
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(no subject) [Sep. 20th, 2004|10:52 am]
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I figured that this would be the best method of reaching everybody to say that my email address will be changing.

I was once jessica [at] remss.com, but that is no more. Now I am: under3xposed [at] hotmail.com :) Good good? Good.

That will be all.
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on a lighter note, and because i want to do this before i'm gone, if that happens: [Sep. 17th, 2004|10:09 am]
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Some parts are still under construction, but everything crucial is now up and running at Entulesse... come join if you're interested!



Brother against brother, Manwe and Melkor have suffered their last stand. The Dagor Dagorath, this last battle, has come to its end. Valinor is shaken, Arda is unmade. In one sense, it is the end, in another, the beginning. The gods have called upon the dwarves to build earth anew.

But what good is a world so empty?

Those who have proven their worth and earned the respect of the Valar are now brought forth to populate this new land and aid in its reconstruction. A complete yet empty city awaits the arrival of its new residents. Lying between the mountains and the sea, Entulessë, as it is called, will be the center of activity and safety in this unknown world. There is no telling what danger or beauty lies beyond its borders. Nor can it be foretold what will happen within those city walls.

Does love last through more than a lifetime? Does hate?

If given the second chance, what would you do?


* * * * * * * *


Your character will arrive in Entulessë with memory of their past life and knowledge, as gifted by the gods, of their present situation. From there, it is up to you to guide them as you will. For further info, check out the community info.
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(no subject) [Sep. 17th, 2004|09:47 am]
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I know these symptoms... the aching rear abdominal... the fatigue... the hormonal shift causing an increase in acne...

Oh. MY. GOD. IF the Ovarian cyst came back I will simply...

Wait, there's nothing I CAN do. Isn't that fabulous. Nothing but have mom phone in an order of vicoden and wait it out in bed, hoping I don't lose so many fluids that I have to be hospitalized.

note to everyone: so yeah, if the cyst has returned and ruptured, the pain i'm feeling now will probably go through the same cycle: slowly get worse and then, after several days, slowly get better. i'll be sending you all much love from my bed.

... life? fair? uhmn, no. fuck you, fate.
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(no subject) [Sep. 16th, 2004|06:47 pm]
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Because there's all this controversy about the Pentagon strike, here's some food for thought, both countering the idea that it was not a plane:


http://www.whatreallyhappened.com/hunthoax.html

http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/august2004/110804factsstraight.htm


After having watched that video and reading some of the other stuff supporting the conspiracy theories, I have to say that I was unimpressed. The video, especially, was just chalked full of flash-factor and lacking in facts.

And hey, i'm the conspiracy theory queeeeen. Kennedy? SUCH a conspiracy. But all of this stuff is just a little too outlandish for my tastes.

Yup, those are my thoughts. :) Not necessarily right, just my opinions.
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(no subject) [Sep. 16th, 2004|09:21 am]
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Man oh man, I was up way too early today.

BUT, I did manage to set up Entulesse for a banner exchange, attempted journal graphics, failed at journal graphics, attempted banner graphics, was successful.

Now devising a grand plan to coerce Jill (yes you, jill) into joining formyownextraodrinarilyselfishreasons.

Mmm, sweetie, if you don't want to, don't feel pressured. I'm just being silly.
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