||[Sep. 22nd, 2004|09:28 am]
Hmmm... I am strongly considering shutting down this journal and Ophelia over at GJ.|
Things just haven't been the same, lately, and there are still aspects of life I need to move on from.
Those of you I RP with? We'll obviously be staying in touch... the rest of you? I guess i'll see you online. If you aren't someone I usually talk with on AIM, but would like to keep in touch, just email me at that last addie I gave ya: firstname.lastname@example.org.
This is just my way of completely wiping the slate clean. I have had my fill of crappiness online and I don't want ANYTHING to do with the people who have hurt me, or the people i've hurt. My attempts to make things better were shunned to pieces a while back and, to be quite frank, I don't want any reminders of broken friendships... I would rather forget all of it. Hell, I would rather have never met those people. For all of our sakes.
Those of you I keep in touch with? You know me well enough, you know what's been down... just don't ever mention it-- don't mention those people or anything related to them. Ever. And then we'll see if it's bearable like that. If not? Well, I guess no more online RPing for Jessica. :) I'll miss it muches, but i'm not going to put myself through personal hell in order to indulge in a hobby. I set up Entulesse so that you wouldn't need me, if that be the case, so don't worry. You'll all do well.
Much love for those of you still here, still with me, still with faith.
And for those of you who lack faith in me? ... WHY the fuck am I on your friends list? Why are you reading this journal? Get your nose out of my life. Oh wait, i'll do it for you. :D