||[Sep. 21st, 2004|04:20 pm]
It's amazing how I can widdle away the day just sitting, listening to music, and thinking about... life. Moments. Days. Life for the past eighteen years. |
There are recent events that i'd change, if I could, but when I look back far enough everything falls into place. I think that's how life is supposed to work. Eventually, these moments will make sense, too.
... I think?
I have this big plastic box i'm putting books etc. in and there's a sign on the lid with a picture to tell you "don't close your children in this box"... uhmn, that really worries me. Really. Worries. Me.
Though Maria Mena is a total teenage pop icon, I still enjoy her music. Catchy stuff. Must buy her CD for my little sister and then burn it for me. Mwahaha.
I hope you can forgive me for the time...
I put my hand between your legs and said it was small
'Cause it's really not at all
I guess there's just a part of me
That likes to bring you down just to keep you around
Because the day you find out how amazing you are
You're going to leave me.
I know i've done that with guys before... not EXACTLY that... but put them down to keep them around.